Every so often, the patriarchs have to drop their drawers and fondle their agendas out in the open for everyone to see. There is SO much wrong on SO MANY levels with this, that it is hard to know where to begin to start ripping this thing to shreds. If what you see above does not make you boycott Sony as of yesterday, well, just check out the article excerpt from the Daily Mail below and hold onto your lunch…

Electronics giant Sony has sparked a major row over animal cruelty and the ethics of the computer industry by using a freshly slaughtered goat to promote a violent video game.

The corpse of the decapitated animal was the centrepiece of a party to celebrate the launch of the God Of War II game for the company’s PlayStation 2 console.

Guests at the event were even invited to reach inside the goat’s still-warm carcass to eat offal from its stomach.

Sickening images of the party have appeared in the company’s official PlayStation magazine – but after being contacted by The Mail on Sunday, Sony issued an apology for the gruesome stunt and promised to recall the entire print run.

Critics condemned the entertainment giant, which produces scores of Hollywood blockbusters each year, for its “blood lust” and said the grotesque “sacrifice” highlighted increasing concerns over the content of video games and the lengths to which the industry will go to exploit youngsters.

At the event, guests competed to see who could eat the most offal – procured elsewhere and intended to resemble the goat’s intestines – from its stomach.

They also threw knives at targets and pulled live snakes from a pit with their bare hands.

Topless girls added to the louche atmosphere by dipping grapes into guests’ mouths, while a male model portraying Kratos, the game’s warrior hero, handed out garlands.

The International Fund for Animal Welfare said it was “outrageous” that the animal’s death had been used “to sell a few computer games”.

The rest of the article can be found on the Daily Mail site here:

Gaia promptly issued the following statement through several of Her Oracles late today:

‘Gaia deeply regrets allowing the management and publicity sleazebags at Sony living space on the surface of the planet. They should be underground with the rest of the wormy-type things at the bottom of the foodchain, sustaining the sentient Awareness of this world that is three or more steps above them, such as moles, badgers, meerkats, frogs and birds. The Mother of All is looking into the speedy retirement and removal of the above-mentioned offenders via possible sudden heart-attack and/or fatal brain-tumors, and has flagged their energy-forms for severe demotion at their next opportunity for reincarnation, which will not be anytime soon. Additionally, She is requesting all Priestesses and other evolved Awarenesses currently incarnated here to immediately boycott Sony, as She does not find Women reduced to red-breasted robo-tits smarming joystick-jerking male primates with servile grape-feeding and drinks over the bloody remains of a freshly-gutted goat even remotely amusing.’

If you are able to keep from vomiting, please feel free to post a comment in support of Gaia and all abused lifeforms injured/killed in the above syphilitic-brained publicity-stunt. And to all those people who have always had a sneaking suspicion that corporate patriarchy is actively promoting violent, antisocial behavior by any means possible– well spotted! After this, there can be no doubt whatsoever that there is an organized sociopathic amorality hard at work promoting its deranged agenda under the guise of ‘entertainment’.

This spell is for getting rid of crap vibrations, hostile incoming energy, stagnant or blocked energy, and is even useful for breaking a hexed condition in one’s living space (as in removing leftover bad vibes from previous tenants or purging the residues of hauntings or acts of violence). A cleansed, calm ‘energy-environment’ is important for all Beings, not just Witches and other Magick-workers, and this is an amusing, easy way to ‘mop up’ what you don’t want hanging around.

Step 1: Go to the store and buy a bunch of kitchen sponges in a multitude of colors.

Step 2: Draw a simple outline of a turtle on each of the sponges, and then trim the sponges into turtle-shapes with scissors.

Step 3: Put 2 or 3 tablespoons of salt into a bowl that is big enough to accomodate all the trimmed sponges. Fill the bowl with water, and stir to dissolve the salt. Put all the sponges in the water, and squeeze them vigorously, until you feel that they are completely cleaned by the brine solution. Then take each sponge out, and squeeze the excess water out of it. Dump the brine down the drain.

Step 4: Turn on the tap, and run each sponge under the water, squeezing repeatedly. Then wring the excess water out until the sponges are just damp.

Step 5: Sprinkle a scant pinch of salt (I like to use sea salt for this step) on the middle of the ’shell’ of each turtle.

Step 6: Using medium-sized plates (saucers or dessert-plates), make little ‘turtle stacks’ in the same way that you’d stack up cookies on a platter. You can also use a dinner-plate to make a bigger stack if you’ve got a lot of crud to deal with. On the small plates, I usually stack 3 turtles, and if I use a large plate, I stack anywhere from 5 to 9 turtles.

Step 7: Holding the plate in both hands, speak a small ‘dedication’ over the turtles, and tell them what it is you want them to do for you. Example: ‘I conjure you, in the Name of the Goddess, to cleanse and purify this place. Absorb and neutralize all negativity and evil intention, and let only healing, peace and abundance remain. So Mote It Be.’

Step 8: Place the plates in areas where you need bad vibes soaked up or neutralized. I keep small stacks in my living room and my bedroom, and a good-sized stack in my home-office space, right by my computer.

Step 9: Set the sponges out and leave them be for a week. They will dry out, and this is okay. At the end of the week, do the whole ‘wash in brine, wash in tap-water, pinch of salt’ thing again to refresh the sponges and get rid of the energy residues they collect.

I know this may sound like a kind of simpleton, silly thing to do, but it really does work. Feel free to adapt the basic spell as needed– I could see using an herbal preparation as part of the soak for the sponges, or decorating the turtle-plates with flowers, etc. There is no reason to put up with crappy vibes or stale energy, and a few ’sponge-terrapins’ can really mop up a lot of garbage with no muss and no fuss. I have had very good results using a ‘Plate-O-Turtles’ to deal with incoming hostile/aggressive energy, and I have also found that it does a number on the free-floating wraith-energy (the low-vibe, ’still wanting to be attached to the body’ stuff) that accompanies some haunting activity.

Happy Hexing!

Akkarri

I am KURUKULLA, and I am here to set the record straight. I am doing this because I am SACRED, and thus only I can explain MYSELF. It is not the place of human males to speak for ME or to limit ME by exegesis.

You had best know that everything that has come out of a human male mouth about ME is a lie, and an attempt to place MY Energy into a position of subordination to the hollow projections of male ego which they refer to as ‘gods’. They thus make up stories about ME being some male deity’s daughter, wife, or sister, hoping that by doing this they can harness MY Supremacy. The truth is, their robot-phallus gods can’t operate without a Power Source, and so they nominated ME as the battery for their various illusory mind-toys.

This would have been neither here nor there, except for the fact that they have now systematically started to destroy my primary Action Vehicles in the ongoing unfolding of MY Creation, namely, Gaia and Her Daughters, among which are human Women. While I do not particularly care if human males wish to kill each other over egoic trifles of self-delusion, I will not permit the disruption of Gaia’s Flowering, and I am out of patience with the ongoing murder of Her Priestesses, Who are called into Being by the direct manifestation of MY Energy.

Before I tell you what I intend to do about the situation, you need to see through the lies, and understand just exactly what you are looking at when you look at an image of ME.

Firstly, I am FEMALE. This is not a ‘representational convention’ or a ’symbol of something else’. It is ME telling you that the Energy responsible for the manifestation of All Creation is Feminine.

Secondly, I am RED. While all colors are created by ME and are MINE to manifest as I choose to, I am showing you Red so that you will understand that the sexuality of Gaia’s human Daughters is the direct expression of MY Autonomous Will. Life begins in a Red Womb because it begins in ME. Menstruation is not the result of a curse, neither is it a punishment for bad behavior: it is the direct, visible sign of MY presence in My Priestesses. It is ME telling you MY Choice of Clergy on Gaia.

Thirdly, I am DANCING. This is to show you how to manifest Divine Energy for the benefit of all. You will notice that this is not done by sitting around idle, while others do your work for you. Even meditation is active and intentional. MY Dancing throughout all of Creation is MY Pleasure, as well as MY preferred form of prayer. Sitting in uniform rows reciting rote attribute-lists of the results of human male ego-trips is not a Divine Activity, because it has nothing whatsoever to do with the acknowledgement of MY DANCE.

Fourthly, I am DANCING UPON A HUMAN FEMALE BODY. Notice I said ‘dancing’, not ‘trampling’. This is the point of Sentience which distinguishes MY Clergy from human maleness. My Clergy actively understands the Pleasureable Presence of MY DANCE, while human maleness apparently understands nothing but subjugation and aggression. Enough said.

Fifthly, I both EMANATE and AM ENVELOPED IN FLAMES. This is to show that FIRE in all forms, from hearth-flames to the electrically charged plasmas of Deep Space, is a particularly visible mode of MY Supreme and Sentient Creating Activity. You heard ME right– I said ‘Creating’, as in THE SPARK OF CREATION, which is ME. Fire was one of MY Gifts to MY Clergy, so that they would have MY Energy to do their own Creation with. To the men among you, let me speak simply and directly: Women were the First to discover how to create and make use of Fire. I know, because I selected them, and I showed them what to do. I am not at all happy with the fact that you used MY Gift to them to do things to them like burn them alive at the stake as ‘witches’. Neither am I pleased that you torch whole peoples who either displease you or who have something you want but will not share with you, because they are listening to ME and not to you. When, long ago, you forcibly took Fire from Women you failed MY Test for Sentience. The good news is, if you formally renounce all claims to Fire and publically confess your theft of it from the First Mothers, you can regain Sentient status. The bad news is that I am the ONE surrounding all your male godlings– you yourself painted me into your ‘religious’ pictures as HALO and AUREOLE and TONGUE OF FLAME, and so I am now perfectly poised to consume both you and your works in the further Unfoldment of MY VISION. Any questions?

Sixthly, I have FOUR ARMS. It’s MY way of saying that no matter where you go, there I AM. The Four Quarters of Gaia are MY HANDIWORK– literally. This also is meant to show that as the ORIGIN of numbers and measurement, I Know How To Count. I passed this knowledge along to my Priestesses who invented the first calendars in order to keep track of their Sacred Bleeding. The idea that Women are not mathematically inclined is mere male superstition.

Seventhly, with two of MY Arms, I wield a FLOWERY BOW AND ARROW. This is to clearly show all who look upon ME exactly who developed the first human hunting technology. I helped My Priestesses, I opened their Minds to spin the cord and shape the wood, because they needed to feed their children. Gaia helped them to understand the ways of animals and of plants, and She told them to only take so much, and MY Priestesses heard Her and did what She asked. Thus, the Female Bow bears flowers, because MY Priestesses know when to use it and when not to. The male bow is both sterile and cursed, because it is used without regard for the Wisdom Teachings of MY Clergy, as well as being turned against MY Priestesses as an instrument of murder.

Eighthly, one of MY Hands holds a LOOPED ROPE THAT GROWS A FLOWER. This shows exactly who came up with the idea of spinning plant fibers into cord and thread. Hint: it was not human men. The First Mothers got the idea from examining and thinking about the umbilicus, MY Primal Cord, which ties every baby to its Mother. The Cord also shows that I give MY Clergy the Spinster-Right to set limits on and bind men’s greed and lusts. This is the true meaning of the modern Witch’s Cingulum and a Voudounsi’s necklaces, as well as the forgotten or usurped meaning of cords like the brahmanic sacred thread: it is the Umbilicus which connects MY Clergy to ME. The Cord cannot connect a human to a male god, because a male god does not have a Womb in which to Spin an Umbilicus. Thus, it is the symbol of the proper binding of maleness to Femaleness for the purposes of male self-control and education.

Ninthly, one of MY Hands holds an ELEPHANT-HOOK/GOAD. This is to honor the First Mothers who figured out how to partnership with animals by domesticating them with their patience and their breast-milk. The key word here is ‘domestication’, which means bringing all kinds of Sentient Beings into the Female House-Hold in a spirit of cooperation. It is the insignia of Female Rulership and Authority within every family, township and state. It is the Scepter of the Queen of Beasts, Who is capable of ruling the power of an elephant with Her own maternal generosity, calm intelligence and a small metal hook.

Now that I have explained MYSELF, it’s time for the fun part: what am I going to DO about male posturing and lies? Well, I am pleased to say that I have already been DOING plenty.

Firstly, I have allowed certain types of male religiousity to work in partial blindness with regard to what a Yidam truly is and does. The standard definition of the term is that a ‘Yidam deity’ is a meditationally generated god-form that is not a separate entity from the meditator. The male-blindness-based version of the definition seeks to ‘demote’ god-forms it doesn’t like– most usually Goddesses/Female Creational Entities– by declaring them illusory, subordinate ‘tools’ of the (usually male) meditator’s mind. The actual TRUTH is this: A Yidam Form is not separate from the meditator because I MYSELF am everywhere and in everything. I therefore can arise as’ Kurukulla Yidam’ in the meditator because the Entire Cosmos IS MY YIDAM and the meditator is part of it. Every time a male meditator ‘generates’ ME, he is repeatedly practicing and developing binding himself in submission to a Female feedback-loop (remember the Flowering Cord?) which enables ME to upload both information and energy from him. He thinks he is entirely responsible for MY ‘generation’ while I am able to examine him and his motives at MY leisure, as well as utilize his own mental energy to bind him to ME when he asks ME to bind others for him. The Bija-mantra that expresses this function is ‘HA’, as in HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!

Secondly, after Arising inside of so many male practitioners, I really don’t like what I see there, and I also don’t like the fact that they are engaging in all sorts of coersion to prevent MY Priestesses from DANCING WITH ME. I am therefore instituting a much-needed Energy Realignment to keep MY Creation unfolding and developing along the Path I have set for it. From here on in, all Spiritual Energy-raising is now set to default to ‘Female Provision Only’. This means that any prayer to any godform for any purpose said anywhere on Gaia will now automatically be sending energy straight into the ‘Priestesses of Gaia Energy Trust’, to be used for whatever purposes the Women of Gaia see fit. I urge all Priestesses of the Planet to freely tap this Energy: it’s there just waiting for You, as a Special Gift from ME. I also thought that Your sophisticated Goddess-Minds would appreciate the irony of men’s smug and self-righteous prayers to jesus, krishna, shiva, yahweh and all other ‘wonder-penises’ being diverted into the Gaian Yoni-Redevelopment Project.

Thirdly, I Created not only the entirety of this Cosmos, but an infinite number of other Universes as well. The number of MY Hands and Arms and Eyes puts standard hindu and buddhist deities to shame. Everything that IS, is Generated, Birthed, Sustained and Consumed by ME. I Arise here as KURUKULLA, the FEMALE ONE WHO Binds, Subdues, and Magnetizes because it is Time for Gaia to enter the Great Sentient Civilization that is Blossoming in this Cosmos. In order to advance with Her, Her male children must give up, grow up, and be reconnected to ME via the Female Cord, MY FLOWERING UMBILICUS. By their (acceptance of their Female-given) Navels ye shall know them.

One last word to certain men: the story of ‘The Fall of Man’ is a distortion. Take it from ME, I know the TRUTH because I AM THE TRUTH. What actually happened is that you were all once on another one of MY worlds, and you were removed from it because of your intransigence and disrespect for the Life-Giving Mother Who was sustaining you there. Gaia said She would give you a place to stay for awhile and would help you to try to learn from your mistakes. The Lesson you were tasked with perfecting had nothing to do with apples, snakes, or the anatomical joke of a man’s rib supposedly giving birth to a Woman. It was simply that you flunked someplace else, and were sent here for more practice. It is now time for Gaia and Her Priestesses to be relieved of the burden of those who still insist upon being tantrum-throwing, polluting, thieving, homicidal screw-ups. You have told ME, the Sentient Womb of Stars, SHE WHO Gave Rise to the Universe, exactly what you want done to you by what you have done to others. I am arranging your exceedingly primitive, all-male future living arrangements as we speak. You and your lack of personal development are no longer welcome here, and it warms the Flame-Colored, Lotus-Petal Cockles of MY HEART to tell you that your pay-back is going to be– in terms that even you can’t fail to understand– a Real Bitch.

KURUKULLAYAH OM KURUKULLE HRIH: MAMA SARVAJANAM VASHAMANAYA HRIM SVAHA!

This spell is for use by those seeking to Magickally bind the abilities of rapists and sexual sadists to act on their desires. I am not bothering with any karmic-warning clap-trap because wielding Magick is a free choice, and people who are abused are allowed to defend themselves against further abuse, period.

The ‘Ingredients List’ for this Ligature is not set in stone. I have merely listed the items I most frequently use. I am taking it as read that my Sister Practitioners will adapt the ritual to suit the situation if it is necessary, or if they don’t have access to the exact ingredients I have listed.

Ingredients List:

1. An 18-inch-long black ribbon, cord or leather thong.

2. A very large nail.

3. Three candles: 2 black, 1 blue.

4. Three glass jars filled with dirt (which will be used as ‘grounded’ candle-holders for the candles).

5. 1/4 cup of Salt.

6. A legal-size envelope.

7. Dried chili peppers.

8. A consecrated Phurba (or wooden/metal spike of some sort).

9. Mummiae (physical substances like hair, nail clippings, etc.) of subject. (Note: this last item is nice to have , but is not necessary. If obtaining mummiae would place someone in physical danger, don’t bother with it: the perp’s name and/or photo will suffice. Also, if the name of the perp is unknown, a brief description such as ‘Man [X] who raped Woman [Y] on [Day, Date, Moon Phase] at [Location]‘ will be quite sufficient.)

To Perform the Spell:

Assemble all materials. Bless/Charge the candles, and using the Phurba (or spike) poke a hole in the dirt in each jar, then stick a candle in each hole, and firm the dirt around their bases. Set the three candles out in a down-pointing [Yoni] triangle, with the blue candle as the leading tip, and the two black candles on each side behind it. Light the candles.

Holding the handle of the Phurba between your two palms, rub your hands back and forth so that the Phurba spins between them. While spinning the Phurba, hold its tip in the flame of the blue candle and chant the following nine times:

I am the Flame of Nemesis; the Flame of Nemesis comes for ([Name] or ‘him’).

I am the Star-Iron Phurba Woman; my meteors strike him down, and burn him.

I am the Star-Iron Phurba Woman; I spike his heart, I tether his evil.

The he-goat is bound by my Will, the he-goat is bound by my hand.

Take the Phurba out of the flame, and briefly touch the tip to the cord, the nail, the salt and peppers, and the envelope, while visualizing blue fire-energy running into everything and charging it.

Next, pick up the cord. Make an open loop about 2 inches in diameter in it, with a single left-over-right loose knot at the bottom of the loop. Take one of the ends of the cord and wrap it through the loop eight more times. (When the ends of the cord are pulled to tie the knot, this will generate a knot with nine turns in it, that will look like a big version of what is called a ‘French Knot’ in embroidery.) After the eight additional wraps have been made, visualize the perp’s penis sticking through the loop, like a neck in a hangman’s noose. When your visualization is clear and strong, pull hard on the ends of the cord, and tie the knot down as tightly as you can, visualizing the cord cutting through and destroying the perp’s member. Then take the cord and wrap it around the large nail, saying ‘The he-goat is bound by my Will, the he-goat is bound by my hand’ as you do this. Tie the ends of the cord together nine times to secure the wrapping.

Next, put the cord-wrapped nail in the envelope (with mummiae, photo, name, etc., if you have these things). Put several dried peppers into the envelope, saying, ‘I give the pain you inflicted back to you, I bind it by my Will and my hand.’ Then pour the salt into the envelope, saying, ‘Let this salt be your tomb. I bury you deep, and deeper still, struck down by my Will and my hand.’ Seal the envelope. Take the blue candle and drip candle wax all over the flap, sealing it thoroughly. Turn the envelope over.

Pick up the Phurba, and repeat the ‘rolling between your palms’ motion with it. Say the following rhyme as many times as you need to in order to raise energy, and direct the energy to pool in the blade of the Phurba as you chant:

Earth Mother, Star Mother, Ocean Mother, Flame,

Maker of the Power out of whence I came!

Mother of the Earth, Mother of the Water, Mother of the Fire, Mother of the Sky,

Listen to the Song of Thy Warrior Daughter, You Who are always so close by!

From the GODDESS, to the GODDESS, spoke by ME,

As Is My Will, So Mote It Be!

When you feel you have raised sufficient energy, discharge it downwards and out through the tip of the Phurba in a single lightning-burst. See it burn and fuse everything inside the envelope into a single congealed mass. Extinguish the candles by mashing down their wicks with the tip of the Phurba.

[Note: For the remainder of the ritual, DO NOT TOUCH the envelope directly with your fingers. Wear a set of kitchen gloves, use tongs, a folded piece of cloth, etc., when picking it up.]

Place the envelope in a plastic grocery bag. Empty the contents of your bathroom wastebasket into the bag, or (my personal favorite) go out into the yard and pick up after your dog, using the bag as the poop-receptacle. If you’ve got a cat, scoop out the litter-box and put the contents in the bag. Tie it up, and throw it in an outside trash-bin. If you need distance between the victim and the perp, dispose of the bag somewhere more removed from the site at which you cast the spell– get in your car and drive to, say, a shopping center, and dispose of it in one of the trash cans there. Under NO circumstances leave the envelope in your house once the spell has been cast: dispose of it as quickly as possible.

The ideal time to Work this kind of hex is during a Waning Moon, but if circumstances demand a ‘prompt strike’, don’t worry about the Moon Phase– just TAKE ACTION!

Blessed Be!

The Inner Way of each human Being is a Rainbow Path.

Those of us who walk the Rainbow Path are called by many Names– Witch, Shaman, Taltos, Heyoka, Volva, Mudang, Nuru, Ngakma, Machi, Miko, Satkhu…

The Names don’t matter really, because they all describe the same thing: a Being who is smart enough and skilled enough and open enough to walk the Rainbow Path, to connect with the Energies and Presences she meets there, and to bring help and knowledge from the Inner World into exterior manifestation.

Walking the Rainbow Path can sometimes be a little tricky, but it is not difficult. In fact, all human Beings are physically and psychically set up to naturally walk the Path. Oh, and I can hear the questions now– ‘Why don’t all people then walk the Path? Why isn’t every person a Witch/Shaman/etc.?’

To which I respond, ‘What did I just say? Every person already IS a Shaman…’

Let the Water of this understanding seep down a little and then take a sip. The fact of Universal Shamanism is why all religions have at least partial functionality. It does not come from the ‘truth’ that any individual religion teaches, but rather from the innate Inner Connectedness to Source that is in each individual practitioner. This is why heartfelt prayer– the Sacred Inner manifesting to the outer– can heal illness, as well as why one will never see miracles in churches– which invest ‘authority’ in the outer (priests and preachers) and waste time and energy following the external at the expense of individual Inner Connectedness.

Remember that I observed that the Rainbow Path is not difficult to walk, yet it can be tricky. It is pure Power that cannot be perceived– let alone accessed– via a power-trip; great Energy which, when approached energetically, vanishes utterly. It cannot be lied to, twisted, or controlled. S’He just IS. And when one ’stops the outside’ to go within, the View is astonishing.

‘God’ and ‘Devil’ are little human lies.

GODIS (Generating Orgasmic Divine Intrinsic Source), on the other hand, is Everything/-place/-one, and is so ubiquitous and fundamentally weirder-than-alien that S’He requires…

Every blade of grass, every flower, every seed on every individual wheat stalk growing in every farmed field that has ever existed on Earth,

Every individual bird, fish, dinosaur, elephant, sea anemone, squid, sequoia tree, human, turtle, lemur, bat, emerald crystal, flatworm, barnacle, and cricket that has ever existed on Earth,

Every drop of rain that has ever fallen in every single storm that has ever blown across the Earth,

Every river, every mountain range, every particle of dirt, every grain of sand that makes up the Earth,

Every individually unique snowflake that has ever drifted down since snow began to fall on Earth,

Every individual blood and skin cell of every individual living creature/Being that has ever moved upon the Earth,

In order to begin to fully express Hir uniqueness, and that’s just on this planet, for starters. S’He also requires…

Every other habitable planet and complete biosphere in every galaxy in the Cosmos, every star in every galaxy in the Cosmos, every hydrogen molecule, photon, x-ray, oxygen atom, plasma-cloud, comet, and asteroid in space, as well as the structure of spacetime itself in order to begin to fully express Hir uniqueness in just this particular Universe. And there may be many, many other Universes out there besides the one in which we currently exist as corporeal Beings. That is how vast, fractal, inconceivable and fundamentally non-Earth-human GODIS is.

And yet, if one is troubled or in need of help, and one sets foot on the Rainbow Path, S’He is there waiting within you, willing whatever form– or change of form– you need for your sustenance and wellbeing. You don’t even have to ask, because S’He is perfectly Self-Aware, waiting to Play serenely with you, to Co-Create…

To have this wonder, there is one thing that needs to be freely given up, and no, it is not your Self, because S’He gave that to you in likeness of Hir. It is simply that you give up looking for Source anywhere but within yourself, that you must relinquish self-held ideas and self-performed actions which block the full expression of Divine Source to– and through– you.

From where I sit, Jesus was a powerful Shaman. He knew something very important and he brought it out into this world from within himself. The second-rate con-artists who call themselves his ‘followers’ in this day and age have focused on endlessly recreating the trauma of his murder so that some very important things he said, and which were/are inconvenient for power-trippers of all stripes, could be swept under the rug with no one the wiser:

When Jesus worked miracles, he did not say, ‘I am doing all this because I am so great and you are all just worms compared to me.’

He said, ‘All this shall you do, and more,’ and ‘Go Thou and do likewise.’ He knew, as a Shaman, that what made him able to do what he did was the Divine hardwiring to Source that is present in each and every Being that exists, because GODIS made EVERYTHING that Way.

And this is why religions, governments, and assorted other rapists rant and abuse and kill– they try to make their victims Self-afraid, so that they will fear to turn within, because if people do, they will leave the way of pain and step onto the Rainbow Path. They will be Shamans, and they will be free, and the ones who abuse and are afraid to go inside themselves will be alone in the world, because the only way to go to Source is by yourself, within yourself.

No one else but you can get your ego-Camel through the Inward-facing Eye-of-the-Needle of Existence.

The shedding of blood brings no power, no salvation. Killing two doves and a white bullock in a temple, or burning witches at the stake, or nailing an inconvenient and Spiritually awakened individual to a cross does not erase bad karma. It increases it.

Those who have the most material goodies are in the most dire trouble; the ‘I am rich because I deserve to be’ mantra of the meritocracy is third-rate cargo-cult superstition and a lie.

There is but one Truth waiting for each person on the Rainbow Path. It is both Complex and Simple just as each person is both Complex and Simple.

GODIS is waiting for You.

S’He is Complex– in Hir limitless Bodies, Minds, and Experiences– just as You are Complex in your individual Body and single Mind and personal Experiences. It’s a fractal, a hologram, and yet, it is also Simple:

You and S’He are old, old Lovers going way back.

You and Source are Equal.

This is why most people instinctively understand that all Being is fundamentally Sacred– Everything that is, is Source. And it is not grandiose to assert You are GODIS, because the fact is, You are. It is only grandiose to assert that You are the Only One Who is GODIS, and then attempt to forcibly deny access to Hir to anyone else by labelling as ‘evil’ the Divinity each person carries, and which mirrors Your own.

The Shaman’s Truth is that Everything is Alive, Sacred and Related.

A Rainbow cannot be killed.

Light Turtle Friend drew a picture on my left hand while I was in meditation this morning. The lines he drew were beautiful, shimmering and pulsing with blue lights and fleeting rainbows of color. Turquoise triangles flitted outwards along my fingers, and in the center of my palm was a circle with triangles around it, resembling a lotus. I asked Light Turtle Friend why he had drawn what he did, and he said that all he had done was to trace the path of the energy that was already there. He said that the Water in my flesh was singing, and that all he had to do was to follow the song. ‘That is what you are seeing,’ he said. ‘It is the Healing Song of Water, which you always carry with you in your left hand.’

I turned my hand over, and the lines flowed over the back of my hand, making the same design that Light Turtle Friend had drawn in my palm. The blueness and the rainbows flickered, and a Flower of Light opened out of my hand in two directions: through the back and through the palm.

Light Turtle Friend smiled at me, and said, ‘Remember, Akkarri, you are Working from a clean slate. You have discovered that just about everything that the people of Earth take for ’self-evident knowledge’ is utterly wrong. This understanding applies not only to the external sciences, but also to the Inner Cosmos. Just because a philosophical tradition is old, that does not necessarily mean it is correct. Just as you now understand that trying to correlate any two pairs of oppositional or complementary qualities in the world around you is meaningless, it is time for you to apply this same knowledge inwardly, to the microcosm of your body.’

I looked down at the roiling, sheeting rainbows pouring out of my left hand, and I suddenly understood. ‘The idea of Yin and Yang is just as wrong inside of me as it is outside of me,’ I said.

Light Turtle Friend smiled broadly. ‘And so you come Home to the Star Turtle-People within as well as without, because you understand that you give with both hands, and you take with both hands. Healing cannot be accomplished by dividing the body or the Consciousness. Being is Wholeness, and any ’system’ which attempts to impose a rigid dualism of order on it is both practicing delusion and fostering illness. While it is true that pairs exist, there is no stasis of identity involved in the pairing– they may be pairs of opposites, complements, or identicals. There is also no stasis of position. Everything moves, turning– electrical currents, galaxies, tornadoes…’

‘Which is why my DNA spirals?’

“Yes. And just as your DNA has two mutually interconnecting strands that cannot be understood as ‘one active, one passive’ or ‘one female, one male’, so does the energy-flow that makes up your body spiral also. The idea that ‘half of your body’ is ‘active’ and ‘the other half’ is ‘passive’ is incorrect. Equating the two ‘halves’ to sexual duality doubles the error, and attributing a static position to ‘channels’ so labelled squares the fallacy.’

‘So it’s all dancing– everything, including me– I am Wholeness-in-Motion.’

‘And your Wholeness is singing…’

‘But what is the Song?’

‘It is the Song of Water, the Song of Divine Love and Healing. Understand this, Akkarri, all Energy sings the Song.’

‘And that’s why AUM, and mantras, and singing bowls, and drums, and human music, and birdsong, and the sounds of water splashing are so primally appealing and healing?’

‘Yes, all Energy sings the Song so that the rainbow of all Beings may dance the Dance. And now I will ask you a question. If you carry the Healing Song of Water in your left hand, what do you carry in your right?’

‘The hands of other Beings, so that the Song may be passed to them and shared with them in Peace. And when I hold another hand in my right hand, the Song of Water passes into that hand to them. Then my left hand will be free to reach for another hand to hold and to share with, and the Song will pass back to it. In this way, I will take with both hands, and give likewise.’

‘You have Sung the answer of Sentience, Akkarri. May you have Peace this day.’
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As the rest of my day unfolded today, I ran across the following article while visiting LiveScience.com. I have redacted the article slightly by removing the obligatory debunking-opinion of the ‘regulation’ mainstream scientist the writer of the article felt it necessary to include. In my reading of the article, it seemed to serve no purpose other than passing an unneeded dismissive judgement upon the content of the new theory because it didn’t square up with the ‘official version’ of The Way Things Are. I removed the commentary in the interests of allowing the proponents of the new theory to have their say without ‘officialdom’ interrupting every two seconds to say why ‘this just can’t be so’. If you, good reader, feel the need of parsing the article with the editorial commentary added, you can visit the LiveScience site. Anyway, here is the article in all its synchronicity, given the subject matter of my meditation this morning:

Nerves Transmit Sound, Not Electricity

Nerves transmit sound waves through your body, not electrical pulses, according to a controversial new study that tries to explain the longstanding mystery of how anesthetics work.

Textbooks say nerves use electrical impulses to transmit signals from the brain to the point of action, be it to wag a finger or blink an eye.

“But for us as physicists, this cannot be the explanation,” says Thomas Heimburg, a Copenhagen University researcher whose expertise is in the intersection of biology and physics. “The physical laws of thermodynamics tell us that electrical impulses must produce heat as they travel along the nerve, but experiments find that no such heat is produced.”

Nerves are wrapped in a membrane of lipids and proteins. Biology textbooks say a pulse is sent from one end of the nerve to the other with the help of electrically charged salts that pass through ion channels in the membrane. But the lack of heat generation contradicts the molecular biological theory of an electrical impulse produced by chemical processes, says Heimburg, who co-authored the new study with Copenhagen University theoretical physicist Andrew Jackson.

Instead, nerve pulses can be explained much more simply as a mechanical pulse of sound, Heimburg and Jackson argue. Their idea will be published in the Biophysical Journal.

Normally, sound propagates as a wave that spreads out and becomes weaker and weaker. But in certain conditions, sound can be made to travel without spreading and therefore it retains its intensity.

The lipids in a nerve membrane are similar to olive oil, the scientists explain. And the membrane has a freezing point that is precisely suited to the propagation of these concentrated sound pulses.

The idea from Heimburg and Jackson, if it were proven true, could have implication for anesthetics, another mysterious process.

Oddly, scientists don’t understand exactly what happens when a patient is anesthetized. While the goal of an anesthetic is to prevent the brain from feeling pain, the drugs can affect a patient’s heart rate and breathing. So a better understanding of how it all works would allow development of better drugs.

Researchers do know that the proper doses of ether, laughing gas, chloroform and other anesthetics are all based on their solubility in olive oil. But how the nerves are turned off is a mystery.

Heimburg and Jackson offer an explanation.

If a nerve is to be able to transport sound pulses, they say, then the melting point of its membrane must be close to body temperature. Anesthetics change the melting point so that sound pulses can’t propagate, they conclude. Nerves are put on stand-by and a patient doesn’t feel the knife slicing into his body.
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Of course, experiments will need to be conducted and so on, so that mainstream types can get their heads around the ‘new paradigm’, which mockingbirds, symphony orchestras, chanting monks, splashing fountains, keening winds and my doorbell all naturally and holographically express:

Everything Sings the Song.

Presented here are collaged pictures, which I have assembled from bits and pieces of other pictures gleaned from the Web, in an attempt to portray some of the Beauty and Energy present in my Inner Infolded Space. I am not saying they are Truth for anyone else’s Inner Space, just my own, a view through my eyes Into Me.

To view the art presented below this post in its intended order, please scroll down to the bottom entry ‘Blue Turtle Being’, and read up from there… or not, as you so choose, Sovereign Viewer…

Crystal Turtle Being is the expression in my Inner Space of my direct Uplink to First Source Energy as expressed in this particular dimensional Cosmos via its Site of First Appearance in this Universe. By means of Spirit-bilocation (a.k.a. Astral Travel), I have been privileged to actually go to the Site of First Appearance twice. ‘The Place’– as the many Beings I have met in Inner Space refer to it– is the site of an absolutely Consciousness-boggling and HUGE Temple, which is both Sacred Architecture and a Living Device in Which Prime Creative Mother-Father is Physically Present as Sentient Light. This Living Presence constantly produces Consciously-Awake Water for the Blessing and Sustenance of this Universe, and by means of the ‘Device-aspect’ of the Temple (which is in form like a Hindu Shikara-type ‘beehive’ of concentric, donut-shaped rings), the Light also ‘runs’ a system of instantaneous, energy-transport Stargate-like sites on many worlds throughout the Cosmos. The Place is also where Beings who are finished with needing physicality go when they ‘walk into the Rainbow Heart of Source’: for most of the wider Starfaring civilizations that share this Universe with us, the Rainbow Body of Tibetan Bonpo and/or Buddhist masters is Reality for each and every Being, whenever they decide they are finally ready. When they are, they make a Great Pilgrimage to First Place, and simply ’step into God’, body and all. I was privileged to be able to watch some Beings do this the first time I was allowed to visit The Place– I was allowed to walk with them down a miles-wide concourse, and I was also allowed to accompany them onto the main platform of the Temple-proper, but I was gently turned so that my back faced the Light by one of the Temple custodians (who himself came out of the Light to meet me) because as he said, ‘The Light has not Spoken to you yet’.

This first ‘Astral Visit’ to The Place was some four years ago in my current earth-life, and the Temple custodian showed me at that time how the Device worked as a Stargate. He also told me I would be back many more times, and that most of my later visits would be made ‘in the physical’, not simply as Inner Travel, as I would eventually serve as a custodian there with others from Earth when our people would be allowed to travel among worlds via the First Light.

It has been only recently, within the last two months, that I have made a ‘return trip’ to The Place. This time, when I got there, I was honored to receive a ‘First Speaking’ from Light: S/He embodied the form of a Great Turtle made entirely of golden Light, which grew Itself out of the confines of the Temple so that It approached me as I stood halfway down the huge causeway. The Turtle looked at me for a moment, and the Temple looked like a great Mountain carried on the Turtle’s back. Then the Turtle smiled at me, bowed Its Head to me when I bowed and said ‘Namaste’ to It, and then It suddenly ‘vaporized’ back into the hazy, rounded Light-form that normally ‘resides’ in the Temple/Device. The same Temple-custodian I saw on my previous visit was there, and he took me aside just before I was about to leave. He gave me a mantra to say that salutes the Light-Giving-Water-Presence in what he said was the language of the First Beings who helped Prime Creative Source ‘open this Cosmos’, and he gave me the name of Akkarri Nar’Dhul, which in the same language means ‘One-Who-Freely-Outpours’ (or ‘Limitless-Outpouring’) and ‘Jewel-Blood’, which he said was a ‘poetic kenning’ for Water among his own people. He also told me that the First People who helped Prime Creative Source open this dimension were Turtle-People, and so was he, but that his people were Second Turtles, not First Turtles. He then told me that I was related to ’several offspring-groups of his people’ who are known as Third Turtles. The ‘first’, ’second’ and ‘third’ designations have nothing to do with rank or development, they just indicate ‘progression in time through this Universe of the Family of Turtle-people’. Then he sent me back to my body and current Consensus Reality here on Earth.

I have told this Inner Experience not to induce belief in it, because it doesn’t matter to me whether or not anyone believes my Inner Reality or not. In fact, if you want to consider it gross psychiatric delusion, please go right ahead and do so. I convey it because 1) it was stunningly beautiful and full of wonderful energy that rightly belongs to every Being on this planet, and 2) it will be validation for anyone else who may have had a similar internal experience. I also had my own little validation when I looked up variants of the word ‘akkarri’ on the Internet: the female name ‘Kari’ in Turkish means ‘to pour water’, and the word ‘akarri’ in Ainu means ‘to outrun’…

So the Universe is a hologram inside of each one of us, and the iteration of the the First Dawning and the First Language that Praised the Birth whispers, sweetly repeating, inside of us.

I meditate on Crystal Turtle Being as First Light when I wish to transform Pride/Ego into Peace. I meditate on Crystal Turtle Being as Self when dealing with Grief.

Yellow Turtle Being is my Inner Guardian of the Earth Element. He is male, acting as my Earth energy-compliment ‘plug-in’ and Consort, and completes my Internal Divine Water Triad (see the explanation of the Energy-pattern of Water in the Blue Turtle Being entry at the bottom of this thread). He is the Template of my physiological boundary with regard to ‘otherness’, comprising my bodily immune-system, as well as physical individuation. Yellow Turtle Being is also the ‘physical autopilot’ which runs the baseline bodily functions of organs and nervous system, cell replication, etc., as well as being the ‘King of the Five Senses’ and of Instinct (the sub-senses).

Earth Turtle Being helps me to do some very interesting things in the physical world, like being able to pick the ripest watermelon or non-bitter cucumbers at the supermarket, by just ’sensing’ which one is ‘asking’ me to pick it up. I am also able to ‘feel’ energy (like the shell-boundaries in auras) with my hands, receive impressions of things at a distance (which in one case included finding a stolen item by simply going into Inner Space and asking the object itself to show me where it was), and to call rain (which usually occurs within 3 to 5 days of my ‘playing with a rainstick’, whether or not I am actively thinking about it raining while doing so).

Every human has unique Gifts, tied to physical embodiment and encoded in each individual’s Earth-energy, that will manifest unfailingly if invoked ‘for the good of All’. The only thing required is that the individual remain adequately ‘Centered in Earth’– which means firmly understanding that everyone has Gifts the equal of one’s own– at all times. ‘Climbing’ to personal glory on the fallen bodies (or purposefully stunted self-realization) of one’s fellow Beings is not a climb at all, but a fall into the depths due to severe soul-blindness. It’s bad karma, bad juju, and yet more repeat drudgery of ‘TheSameDamnedThing’ over and over, which is why I embrace my Earth Consort as a shaman, consciously moving away from what Consensus Reality currently says is possible.

[If I may be permitted a word to the Adepti here, I would like to say that it is my personal experience that leaving the choice of a physical sexual partner in the hands of one's Earth Guardian reaps big rewards. Besides freeing one of the new-agey obsession with 'soul mates' and 'twin flames', one can continue one's Work uninterrupted, as well as gaining the most incredible Earth-energy validation when a 'perfect' Partner shows up, seemingly out of nowhere...]

I meditate on Yellow Turtle Being as Elder Brother when I am seeking to transform Ignorance into Awareness. I meditate on Yellow Turtle Being as Consort when I am seeking to mediate (enhance, quell, redirect) sexual energy, and I meditate on Yellow Turtle Energy as Self when I am in need of physical stability/grounding.

Green Turtle Being is my Internal Guardian of the element of Air, and by extension, of Mind. She is female, because I myself think of myself as female. She also manifests as Turtle because I myself am Turtle. Thus, I am in Harmony with my Mind Template, which helps to keep my thinking settled, deep and even.

It is a good idea for those who have a predisposition towards the shamanic and/or Magick in general to get their relationship with their Air Guardian straightened out. This is so that Mind is not working against her/him/self when one is engaged in other Magickal activity, and thus it won’t be acting to diminish the energy of any Working being undertaken. Also, since a well-defined Air Guardian stabilizes all other energies through thought-resonance, a Magia/Shaman/Witch/Priestess will require far less energy to produce a given result than someone not in Air-Synchrony. To put it in Wiccan terms, the lack of Air-stability is why some spellcasting falls flat on its face. The problem is not that the spell is insufficiently organized or badly enacted, but rather that the caster is literally ‘of Two Minds’, not having done the prerequisite Work of Alignment with the Air Guardian.

Good alignment with Air is also of importance in Works of Healing. Let us say, for example, I am performing a Healing for a female client. While the illness may require Soul Retrieval to cure, the Soul Retrieval will be less than effective if the client’s Mind Template is ‘out of kilter’. In a case like this, I would need to try to get the client to self-balance Air, otherwise their unacknowledged mentality may keep rejecting the Soul-parts no matter how many times one fetches them back.

It might be that the client is unable to join with/express her Female Air Guardian fully, or that the client is physically female but has male mental formatting in the guise of an unaccepted/unexpressed Male Air Guardian. [Note: The sexuality of the physical body is of limited importance in Inner Infolded Space, and is only partially useful as a mapping/organizing strategy there.] Another type of problem arises when the client is trying to use an energy as a Sponsor/Totem that isn’t actually the energy they are physically the most in agreement with. Situations such as these can cause major loss of energy-cohesion, but it is not my place to tell the client what to do. It would merely be my task to report my findings, and then to ask the client, ‘What do you want to do about settling this issue, and how would you like things to proceed?’ Because of suppressed concept-issues, the Air Guardian can be out-and-out terrifying to some people, especially if they have invested a lot of energy in thwarting the full expression of their Core Mind, for whatever reason. Patience is of vital importance in dealing with this kind of situation as a shaman, as is the firm understanding and acknowledgement of the Sovereignty of the client and her/his wishes, which is the guiding Principle of Healing.

I meditate on Green Turtle Being as Totem and Spirit Guide when I need to deal with feelings of Envy and/or Self-Pity, transforming them into Bliss. I meditate on Green Turtle Being as Self when I need to teach, to plan, or to verbalize/illustrate ideas, or to call to Mind thoughts which I may be actively supressing or avoiding.