Crystal Turtle Being is the expression in my Inner Space of my direct Uplink to First Source Energy as expressed in this particular dimensional Cosmos via its Site of First Appearance in this Universe. By means of Spirit-bilocation (a.k.a. Astral Travel), I have been privileged to actually go to the Site of First Appearance twice. ‘The Place’– as the many Beings I have met in Inner Space refer to it– is the site of an absolutely Consciousness-boggling and HUGE Temple, which is both Sacred Architecture and a Living Device in Which Prime Creative Mother-Father is Physically Present as Sentient Light. This Living Presence constantly produces Consciously-Awake Water for the Blessing and Sustenance of this Universe, and by means of the ‘Device-aspect’ of the Temple (which is in form like a Hindu Shikara-type ‘beehive’ of concentric, donut-shaped rings), the Light also ‘runs’ a system of instantaneous, energy-transport Stargate-like sites on many worlds throughout the Cosmos. The Place is also where Beings who are finished with needing physicality go when they ‘walk into the Rainbow Heart of Source’: for most of the wider Starfaring civilizations that share this Universe with us, the Rainbow Body of Tibetan Bonpo and/or Buddhist masters is Reality for each and every Being, whenever they decide they are finally ready. When they are, they make a Great Pilgrimage to First Place, and simply ’step into God’, body and all. I was privileged to be able to watch some Beings do this the first time I was allowed to visit The Place– I was allowed to walk with them down a miles-wide concourse, and I was also allowed to accompany them onto the main platform of the Temple-proper, but I was gently turned so that my back faced the Light by one of the Temple custodians (who himself came out of the Light to meet me) because as he said, ‘The Light has not Spoken to you yet’.
This first ‘Astral Visit’ to The Place was some four years ago in my current earth-life, and the Temple custodian showed me at that time how the Device worked as a Stargate. He also told me I would be back many more times, and that most of my later visits would be made ‘in the physical’, not simply as Inner Travel, as I would eventually serve as a custodian there with others from Earth when our people would be allowed to travel among worlds via the First Light.
It has been only recently, within the last two months, that I have made a ‘return trip’ to The Place. This time, when I got there, I was honored to receive a ‘First Speaking’ from Light: S/He embodied the form of a Great Turtle made entirely of golden Light, which grew Itself out of the confines of the Temple so that It approached me as I stood halfway down the huge causeway. The Turtle looked at me for a moment, and the Temple looked like a great Mountain carried on the Turtle’s back. Then the Turtle smiled at me, bowed Its Head to me when I bowed and said ‘Namaste’ to It, and then It suddenly ‘vaporized’ back into the hazy, rounded Light-form that normally ‘resides’ in the Temple/Device. The same Temple-custodian I saw on my previous visit was there, and he took me aside just before I was about to leave. He gave me a mantra to say that salutes the Light-Giving-Water-Presence in what he said was the language of the First Beings who helped Prime Creative Source ‘open this Cosmos’, and he gave me the name of Akkarri Nar’Dhul, which in the same language means ‘One-Who-Freely-Outpours’ (or ‘Limitless-Outpouring’) and ‘Jewel-Blood’, which he said was a ‘poetic kenning’ for Water among his own people. He also told me that the First People who helped Prime Creative Source open this dimension were Turtle-People, and so was he, but that his people were Second Turtles, not First Turtles. He then told me that I was related to ’several offspring-groups of his people’ who are known as Third Turtles. The ‘first’, ’second’ and ‘third’ designations have nothing to do with rank or development, they just indicate ‘progression in time through this Universe of the Family of Turtle-people’. Then he sent me back to my body and current Consensus Reality here on Earth.
I have told this Inner Experience not to induce belief in it, because it doesn’t matter to me whether or not anyone believes my Inner Reality or not. In fact, if you want to consider it gross psychiatric delusion, please go right ahead and do so. I convey it because 1) it was stunningly beautiful and full of wonderful energy that rightly belongs to every Being on this planet, and 2) it will be validation for anyone else who may have had a similar internal experience. I also had my own little validation when I looked up variants of the word ‘akkarri’ on the Internet: the female name ‘Kari’ in Turkish means ‘to pour water’, and the word ‘akarri’ in Ainu means ‘to outrun’…
So the Universe is a hologram inside of each one of us, and the iteration of the the First Dawning and the First Language that Praised the Birth whispers, sweetly repeating, inside of us.
I meditate on Crystal Turtle Being as First Light when I wish to transform Pride/Ego into Peace. I meditate on Crystal Turtle Being as Self when dealing with Grief.
